i regret what i did.. i seriously never gain anything from doing that.
i thought i soon can be happy already.
but now.. i totally regret it..
but its too late to go back..
and who wants a stupid guy like me.. haha..
anyway.. even if i didn't do those..
from the start i know that its always been that person..
im not expecting anything.. and i dun want to spoil peoples happiness.
im just reflecting..
i just want to be happy..
i just don't want to be lonely anymore...
haay.. but now.. everythings back from the way it was before..

merry christmas to you... =( haay..

hmm.. i feel so stupid.. HAHAHAHAHA!
i dunno lah.. a lot lah.
first. i feel that YOU cheated me.
second. in christmas some more!
third. got one guy tell me that i interfere with his love life.
the girl say sry and they so good already then i come in.
so now its my fault ah?.. haay..
forth. no gift from my parents. haha.
fifth. i feel that i nvr accomplish anything this year.
sixth. though i know you did love me. i feel that from the start. you still like him.
seventh. im always the one left out.
eighth. no chance of coming back.
ninth. i want xbox. lol.
tenth. nobody msg me anymore. hahaha.. just bored lah..
eleventh. hmm.. lets see..
i nvr see lunar eclipse.. haha.
twelve. i learn to like looking at stars at night bcoz of someone.
but now, that someone told me its stupid.
thirteenth. dun wan to say...

anyway.. have a lot lah.. i cannot explain..
haay.. stress ah..