haay.. didn't mean to be a nuisance... =(

nakalimutan na ako ='(
d n ako pinpansin... ='(

wanted to see you..
but i can't..
you wanted to be free..
so i'll go away...

whenever i don't have work..
i always go there..
hoping i might have a chance...
then your message came.
i thought i really have a chance..
wanted to talk about it..
though i really wanted to see you..
when you told me.. "I don't want to see you"..
felt so hurt...
but its what you want...

I WANT TO FORGET!!!!
I WANT TO MOVE ON!!!
BUT WHENEVER I TRY..
ARGH!!!
SHE DON'T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE!
AND YET! STILL!
AHHHHH!
I'M SO STUPID!!!!!!!

I miss this song..
since 1st year high school in phil..

What's on your mind? - facebook.

anyway...
dunno what to say...
sick already..
fever.. muscle crams..
cuts.. burns..
headache..
3days straight 11am till closing...
untill saturday...
and sunday must wake up very early..
haay...
but its ok...
who cares anyway...
hahahaha...
after church go home straight..
and sleep...

haay..
totoo naman ako...
ito talaga nararamdaman ko...
haay...
not feeling the same na kasi...
kaya ganun pakiramdam moh..
sige..
sorry na poh sa lahat...
hindi na ako mangungulit...
try ko na hindi na din magpakita sayo...
naaasar ka lang pagnkikita moh ko...
ingtz..

i miss you more..
whenever i think about you..

4days already..
hahha.. must tahan..
I CAN DO THIS!

i feel i'm not there anymore.
i think i never even cross your mind..
but deep inside i really want to..
talk to you at least...
and i can't..
not knowing what you really want..
not knowing what you really feel..
makes me feel kinda hopeless..
but what can i do if you don't want to..
so here... trying my best not to..
though in my heart..
i really want to..

hmm... alam ko na...
ramdam ko na..
well...
this past few weeks.. pansin ko naman..
nakikita ko naman ung pattern...
kaya hindi ako pumunta ng simbahan..
para maconfirm ko...
feeling ko kasi..
namimiss moh lang ako pag nkikita moh ako..
after today..
parang naconfirm ko na tama ako...
una.. tanong ko sa sarili ko..
bakit gnun?..
hindi consistent..
bakit sa una lang..
bakit parang bigla na lang ako nakakalimutan..
pero ngaun..
naramdaman ko talaga na wala na..
sa totoo lang.. matagal ko na nrrmdaman na..
nanjan parin sia... kahit konti.. kahit maliit..
nanjan cia at hindi ko mabura...
hindi ko mapalitan..
nkikita ko naman kasi n sia naiisip moh lagi..
na sia napapansin moh...
saka masaya ka pag kasama moh sia..
i'm trying to be happy naman..
pero..
araw araw.. lalo lang kita namimiss..
un ang totoo..
aun nga lang..
pansin ko din na unti unti ka narin nawawala...
sakin lang.. kung wala na talaga..
or gusto moh na ako tumigil..
sana lang masabi moh sakin..
para tumigil na ako...
para wala ka na papansinin n theo...
lagi moh sinasabi sakin na wag kita pagkatiwalaan..
pero nandun na ung tiwala ko eh...
kahit minsan.. nasasaktan ako sa mga sinasabi moh sakin..
sa mga salita moh.. nawawala naman agad un sakin..
so i hope you can trust me din...
kahit konti lang.. hehe..
promise.. basta sabihin moh lang ung totoo...
titigil na ako..
hindi na ako mngungulit..
hindi na sasama loob or araw moh dahil sakin...
naguguluhan na kasi ako...
gusto ko lang malinawan...
nahihirapan na kasi ako...
sorry sa lahat..
sana pansinin moh tong post na to...
or may masabi ka man lang...
alam ko naman kasing wala ka na gana kausp ako...

i got your picture in my wallet~~
and phone number to call it~
and i miss you more~
whenever i think about you~

goin to work already...
physically ok..
mentally fine..
emotionally disabled..
lol..

didn't even miss me...
didn't even remember me..
doesn't even think of me..
i knew it..
only misses me whenever......
nvm......... :(
just a friend...
its not my business...