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Saturday, April 17, 2010

WELL.

Today i found out that seeing you is not enough anymore. I want to talk to you properly but i just can't get a chance to do it. Even though I'm always beside you. Even though everybody knows. Still can't get a proper talk. I'm happy to see you, but at the same time, feeling down for not being able to talk to you.

anyway. a bit offended today. hmm. actually I'm really offended. I'm easy to talk to. just tell me to go and I'll go. just tell me to shut up and I'll shut up. just tell me not to listen and I won't listen. simple as that. I know you all don't trust me. but can tell me properly right?..

and another thing. I don't know if i should say anything about it but for you "no.1 and no.2".. i thought its ok to you. but from what I'm hearing it's not. I'm just bothered. Sorry if i didn't tell you. but i know that you guys will be against me if i did. I know that you will talk bad or think of something negative or feel something negative towards me. and even to yourselves.

no.1. (i don't know if you know that you're no.1) when you ask us to confess or to tell you the truth. I'm sensitive enough or I'm super sensitive to know that you're sad. I can tell in the way you react about it and the way you talk. but I can trust you with this right?.. maybe I'm a bit to fast or I didn't inform you. but i just hope you'll be happy for us. I LOVE HER and i think you can tell that I'm trying my best to make her happy. I hope that you will still be the same towards me and to her. if you have "hate" or you don't want me around or you don't want to see me or you have this feeling of being betrayed. I'll just accept it. but promise me not to be like that to her. I know that FRIENDSHIP is much important to her than me. I just want her and everybody happy.

no.2. (I also don't know if you know that you're no.2) I don't know what you two did in the past. I don't know what your relationship was like. I don't know what you two did before. I don't know how she acts in front of you. but for me. YOU'RE HER PAST AND I'M HER PRESENT. I knew that this will happen. I know that you still have feelings for her. I know how much you regret not being with her. But everybody needs to move on. you, me, her, and everyone around you. If last time she didn't do to you what she did to me today. then I hope you're not angry with me. You told me that you're happy for us. You told me to be happy. You told me that I did a good job. I just hope that you already accepted everything and don't get jealous. Everybody has moved on dude. and you also have to move on for yourself and to be truly able to tell me that you're happy for us. I know it takes time, but now is the time to start trying.

Sorry if it was sudden to the two of you. but i just hope that you're happy for her. NOT TO ME. but. FOR HER. she's happy right now and i don't want anything to ruin that. I just want to see you two happy to see her happy. curse me if you want. but making her happy is my priority. I JUST LOVE HER SO MUCH THAT I CAN ACCEPT ANYTHING TO HAPPEN TO ME JUST TO MAKE HER HAPPY.

And LAST ONE! TO MY PARENTS-IN-LAW (next time if possisble. but i hope it is). hahaha. please give back her phone na. please!

-11:59 PM

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18 years old.
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Born in Athens,Greece March 13,1992
In the age of 3, family move to Philippines
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