CONFESSION.

no comment lol. happy. really happy today. but i think at some point im so boring to be with. i don't know what to say. what to ask. or where to go. i just wanted you to be happy. but i really can't think of anything. hahaha. maybe you also don't know what to do. or you don't talk because you're not (can i say) YET comfortable with me. but i hope you're happy. really happy being with me. anyway. DID I JUST CONFESS?... i know.. im happy just being with you. even if you're not talking or looking at me, you standing beside makes me really happy. it feels like you're the only person around me. staring at you makes me so speechless. seeing you smile completes my day. i know i didn't want you to go.. i wanted to talk to you more. when its starting to get better. when the mood is starting to build up. you have to go. understand the situation. and i know i don't have the right to stop you coz im just a friend. not even a close friend. BUT! DID I REALLY CONFESS?... JUST LIKE THAT.. "stupid! you dunno what to say then must say that ah?! stupid!" talking to myself. haha. but really. im sad that you have to go BUT REALLY! I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT! its to early to say that. and whats the stupidest thing i did. i said it TWICE!.. i said it TWICE!. haha. but the truth is.. that's what i feel since i started to get to know you... day by day.. week by week. (haha.. cannot say month by month.).. the more this feelings grow. i know i shouldn't expect anything coz you're kinda giving up already. there are guys who are closer to you. people who like you or still like you. but that's what i really feel. maybe the second time i said it was in a joking way but really.. I JUST COULDN'T HIDE MY FEELINGS ANYMORE!. its really hard keeping it all by myself. but i hope you will still talk to me. even if its just a friend.

Secondhand Serenade
Take Me With You lyrics