I'M NOTHING SPECIAL.

I think people look down on me. even my own friends. even the people i look up to. i'm being neglected. i'm not sure but that's what i feel. i feel that some people would be happier if i'm not around. i'm nothing special. i don't have appeal to anyone. may be some people thinks i'm irritating. i'm just plain boring. i may look happy outside but inside i'm tearing apart. its just my self-defense. i try to hide my true feelings so i won't make anyone sad or think about me. i'm just happy that no one notice it. i'm posting this so i can reflect on myself. i'll improve myself for some who neglect my existence in this world. for some who doesn't realize my talents. i'll show every single one of you that MARTHEO GENEREV MAALA VALERA can be something. so you won't forget my name. so you can see what efforts i made. so you can mention my name and tell everyone that i'm improving. i'm sorry if i hit someone. but beware. i promise that this is going to happen... i swear...